starships★

Hey so life is kinda peculiar.... sometimes, you really end up at the wrong place at the wrong time. I am surrounded by happy, blissful, newly got together couples on my right hand and my left hand. We're hanging out together like it was the most normal thing to do. It's almost like a slap in the face. A constant reminder and a constant ache on the inside. I just don't remember ever feeling like that. I dont remember feeling high from love endorphins, and most of all, i dont remember falling in love. i think, it started all wrong. i think we were at the wrong place at the wrong time. I think it was almost as though we were hiding in the back pocket of a pair of hand-me-down pants. Never saw the light of day and always hanging around ourselves. Very unhealthy.

Actually, maybe all along it was only me hanging out by myself in the back of his pocket.

The other day Frank looked at Jason and Cheryl and went, "they are so loving". Sweet couple, they look so cute together. i decided to play footsie with the gravel on the floor instead. I went to Jason's house and saw a beautiful picture of the 2 of them together on his desk. It's his girlfriend on his computer desktop too...I bet they must have had a great one month. FACEBOOK, he has an album of Cheryl with the location: in my heart. cue the confetti. It's romantic. It's these little gestures that make your girl feel special.

We dont need expensive things, we dont need $100 bouquets. Flowers die anyway. Guess it's true, ppl express their love differently, but seems like i want CONVENTIONAL LOVE. CONVENTIONAL ROMANCE.

Oh and you know Chris, (ok maybe you dont) his MSN nick is "ecstatically in love!". It's so sweet. I mean, it's always nice to know that your other half wants to show you off to the world.

Bless your hearts, i love all of you.

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we fall in love ★ 10:23 PM

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